call_me_snake: (My Princess)
Only my second anniversary and already I'm spending it alone. I've spent most of my morning wondering what she's doing where ever she is. Eight months she's been gone. I'm not sure if it feels longer or shorter than that but the calendar says it so I guess it is. Today the coke is hard to keep away from. That's why I didn't go to work. I know the dealer's there. I know I'd go and buy just to get rid of what I'm feeling. Sitting here drinking though. Guess that's better. Still miss her. Always miss her. How many more anniversaries will I spend without her? Our first one was almost like this. I was almost without her. Now I am and it's hell. Tomorrow needs to come along faster. Not that it'll be any better but at least I could cross off today and say I'm past it. I don't feel like this is fair to Bria. Can't be good for that poor girl to sit around knowing I'm depressed and missing another women. I know she knows what the score is but still can't be easy. I wish she was here with us. Everything would be so much easier.

Happy Anniversary to me. I need another drink.
call_me_snake: (Depression)
Snake had been working in the yard for so long all that he wanted was a shower. The house was bustling for the day as was to be expected. The upstairs was quiet and that he was thankful for. Tossing his shirt in the hamper he headed for the bathroom trying to brush the grass clippings out of his hair.

He walked to the bathroom and was confronted by a note on the mirror. Looking down he couldn't help but laugh at the duckie floating around in the filled sink. Snake pulled the note off and reread it especially the part written in purple pencil.

Snake glanced at the shower before picking up the duckie. All his thoughts had been on Xena all day. This was a welcome distraction. With a the devil duck and note in hand he went to find his girls.

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