Xena decided to stay in the stable in spite of the fact that all work has been done already. Perhaps, because it was the most quiet place in their house now. She tousled her hair, looking on the mare chewing hay. Though Snake did not warn her beforehand, Xena suspected, what exactly today he decided suit something like "formal dinner party" for all family. The amount of members of this family slightly confused her. The house was full children of different age, and she desperately tried to get used to idea, that they now are her children too. Xena knew, that her husband would be glad, if she named them as "her" children. And nevertheless... Xena felt like awkwardly. Perhaps, because she expected to see something other, just to stay with Snake alone, instead of trying to entertain crowd of uneven-age children... And perhaps, it was fear to spoil all things... Gods, why I am not Gabrielle? - she murmured, having stroked her horse on the neck, - Gabby precisely would find common language with those kids. I.. I am not able to entertain children... I am not able to indulge their whims... I do not understand them in general!.. Here she recollected, Snake spoke something about the grandson. The crying baby... just great... She closed eyes and made a deep breath. Okey, in any case I should pull my ass out from here and try to be kind with them. Gods, give me patience!
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Date: 2007-09-13 10:23 am (UTC)Though Snake did not warn her beforehand, Xena suspected, what exactly today he decided suit something like "formal dinner party" for all family.
The amount of members of this family slightly confused her. The house was full children of different age, and she desperately tried to get used to idea, that they now are her children too. Xena knew, that her husband would be glad, if she named them as "her" children. And nevertheless... Xena felt like awkwardly.
Perhaps, because she expected to see something other, just to stay with Snake alone, instead of trying to entertain crowd of uneven-age children... And perhaps, it was fear to spoil all things...
Gods, why I am not Gabrielle? - she murmured, having stroked her horse on the neck, - Gabby precisely would find common language with those kids. I.. I am not able to entertain children... I am not able to indulge their whims... I do not understand them in general!..
Here she recollected, Snake spoke something about the grandson.
The crying baby... just great...
She closed eyes and made a deep breath.
Okey, in any case I should pull my ass out from here and try to be kind with them. Gods, give me patience!