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OOC: Cut for suggested sexual interaction between an adult and a minor. Discretion advised
Biggest mistake? We’ve talked about this bullshit half a dozen times already. Sophia, Taylor, the people I shouldn’t have trusted, I’m sick of it. Let’s take this a bit differently. Let’s talk about what other people think is my biggest mistake. Before you get all cocky I meant people in general, mostly the cops.
Katherine. Met her at the whorehouse. Her sister worked the place and when their dad got the bright idea of using his virgin daughter to drum up some money for his drugs or gambling or whatever the bullshit debt was her sister brought her to stay at the brothel. One night the older one’s john thought he’d like something a bit younger for the night. Just a month before her sweet sixteen and bullshit already. Tell you what that was the last thing he tried and I hope he regretted it the whole time he was falling to the street.
That bastard don’t matter none but after that Katherine clung to me. She didn’t talk much for a long time. She slept beside me at night and followed me everywhere. Guess that happens after what the son of a bitch tried. Funny thing was she used to sleep naked next to me and had no fucking problem dressing and undressing around me. I let it go. Figured the girl needed someone she could trust. Not many men could lay down every night with a naked girl and keep their hands where they belong. I did. Even when she started getting the curves of a woman and having problems with keeping her hands to herself in her sleep.
Got a whole damned list of crimes from the time I was with her. Corrupting a minor, aiding a minor in the recovery of alcohol, Soliciting a minor and statutory rape. Those last two are a bunch of bullshit far as I’m concerned. I’m not ashamed and I don’t regret it. I was drunk and high the night she crawled up on me and started undressing. I went for it, took her bait.
People think I’m some sick bastard because she was half my age. Even had some cocksuckers tell me I should’ve walked away. I'm sure fucking her and disappearing would make it better. Bullshit. She was almost seventeen when she started sleeping with me for more than comfort. People can call me whatever the fuck they want but in the end there is reality. Instead of me it could have been some straight-laced bastard like the ones I usually saw coming for the young ones. They could’ve bought her just for the pleasure of breaking her and I still would’ve been the one there with her after they left her bloody. She was better off with me given the alternatives.
Hell, I’d still be with her now if the cops hadn’t tried to kill her. I took her and her sister up to… well I took them where I took them. Gave the girls nearly everything I had. Best I could do. It was leave or give the cops a second chance. Since I was with her I’ve heard lines of bullshit so deep you’d drowned. Still I’m not going to pretend I’m ashamed of it. Right or wrong I enjoyed my time with her and if it’s a crime… you think I care?
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Biggest mistake? We’ve talked about this bullshit half a dozen times already. Sophia, Taylor, the people I shouldn’t have trusted, I’m sick of it. Let’s take this a bit differently. Let’s talk about what other people think is my biggest mistake. Before you get all cocky I meant people in general, mostly the cops.
Katherine. Met her at the whorehouse. Her sister worked the place and when their dad got the bright idea of using his virgin daughter to drum up some money for his drugs or gambling or whatever the bullshit debt was her sister brought her to stay at the brothel. One night the older one’s john thought he’d like something a bit younger for the night. Just a month before her sweet sixteen and bullshit already. Tell you what that was the last thing he tried and I hope he regretted it the whole time he was falling to the street.
That bastard don’t matter none but after that Katherine clung to me. She didn’t talk much for a long time. She slept beside me at night and followed me everywhere. Guess that happens after what the son of a bitch tried. Funny thing was she used to sleep naked next to me and had no fucking problem dressing and undressing around me. I let it go. Figured the girl needed someone she could trust. Not many men could lay down every night with a naked girl and keep their hands where they belong. I did. Even when she started getting the curves of a woman and having problems with keeping her hands to herself in her sleep.
Got a whole damned list of crimes from the time I was with her. Corrupting a minor, aiding a minor in the recovery of alcohol, Soliciting a minor and statutory rape. Those last two are a bunch of bullshit far as I’m concerned. I’m not ashamed and I don’t regret it. I was drunk and high the night she crawled up on me and started undressing. I went for it, took her bait.
People think I’m some sick bastard because she was half my age. Even had some cocksuckers tell me I should’ve walked away. I'm sure fucking her and disappearing would make it better. Bullshit. She was almost seventeen when she started sleeping with me for more than comfort. People can call me whatever the fuck they want but in the end there is reality. Instead of me it could have been some straight-laced bastard like the ones I usually saw coming for the young ones. They could’ve bought her just for the pleasure of breaking her and I still would’ve been the one there with her after they left her bloody. She was better off with me given the alternatives.
Hell, I’d still be with her now if the cops hadn’t tried to kill her. I took her and her sister up to… well I took them where I took them. Gave the girls nearly everything I had. Best I could do. It was leave or give the cops a second chance. Since I was with her I’ve heard lines of bullshit so deep you’d drowned. Still I’m not going to pretend I’m ashamed of it. Right or wrong I enjoyed my time with her and if it’s a crime… you think I care?
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