Only a few more hours

[call_me_snake]

I want to go home. I'm sick of not being home. I miss the streets and the whores people I know and the death and running. I can't take it here. I can't take people not understanding. I can't take people ignoring what happens in the dark and to the people on the streets. I want to go back to fighting. I'm sick of sitting still and pretending everything is ok. It's not ok. I feel lazy and it's getting to me. I'M SICK OF DOING NOTHING. I wish my little girl was coming with us. I'm going to miss her. I'm tired of always having to be nice. Somedays I just want to be a mean son of a bitch on the streets. I want to go back to the insanity because at least it makes sense.

I can't wait to go home!