You shouldn't. There are plenty of people out there who would understand. He smiles. Don't take this as offense but I think you may frighten some men because you are a little more forward then they are used to.
With some of the things I have met. No. There are plenty of people who would not be afraid of you for that. Gods, other supernaturals as they are called, wizards, angels, other wolves, vampires, Hell I am sure there are more that I am leaving out.
He sighs.
I guess you just need to look for something that isn't as human as you might like.
Now you see why it is so complicated, I want a nice guy who will love me look after me and be there for me, she is the one who likes the danger, the pain, the mischief. I used to be such a ssweet girl, and now I'm cursed.
You understand how I feel. What about your own. I have seen others of your kind. he sighs. I have learned to live with the other side to give up what I used to be. I suppose for me it was easier. Whe Apollyon came to me everyone I knew died. i had nothing left to remind me who I was.
Does race matter? This for Snake was true curiosity. he didn't know there was a difference.
He contemplates his own change before speaking.
Yes, you become a killer and then you learn to be something else after. What do you think happened to me when Apollyon made himself know? I became a terrorist, a murderer and then I learned what he truly is and slowly we are both coming to terms with it.
I wish I could tell you an easier way but that little girl is not you anymore. there is someone else waiting to be and you need to find her. she will be you and your wolf together not resisting each other.
He puts his arms around her. He was begining to regret ever being near her.
I am sure you are strong enough to find another way, one that I could not see. You must come to terms with her. I can't say much else about your situation but that neither of you will be happy until you stop fighting.
Tell me when you were a girl what did you want to be as a woman?
there is something very gentle about the way Snake is speaking to her. It is very differant then what she has seen in the past. Snake had silenced his other half, sent it to sleep for a time.
She sat down next to him, leaning her head on his shoulder. 'I wanted to be like my mom, I wanted to have magical powers, I wanted to help people, and I wanted to be like my dad, I wanted to write music, sing songs.
There are many types of magic. Do you think it is mundane to be able to transform into a wolf?
It was a serious question and it was obvious from the tone of his voice that he intended it to be serious. Snake chuckles.
I can't teach you to sing that I think is a skill you need a professional for but I could teach you to play the guitar if you want. He whispers. Or even that Hellacious flute my granmother made me learn to play.
Everything comes with a price for us it is the urge to kill, for a vampire it is the need for blood I am sure even mages have paid for the power they are given.
Why do you kill? Is it necessary to kill to survive?
Then why are you not out playing? There are places in this city that cater to the non-human, for lack of better words. I am sure that you would be welcome to play or sing there.
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Just don't give up hope. I had long ago and I regret it. Someone will be there for you eventually.
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Do you don't think that fact I am a wolf will scare them?
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He sighs.
I guess you just need to look for something that isn't as human as you might like.
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I had no problems with you, and you are not human.
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Snake looks confused.
That is what I mean you need to find someone who is not human. Something else, someone who will understand.
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Snake doesn't think she will answer. He doesn't know what he has done to offeded her. He sighs confused and about fed up with tempermental women.
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Do you think my wolf will be content with anyone after she was with Apollyon?
No one will come close.
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She will find someone else... Snake sighs sadly. or I will make her forget so she can.
Snake looks down.
I will do whatever it takes to make you happy but I can not give to you what you want. We have been throug this already.Snake states exasperated.
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Not me, her.
Not you, Him.
Now you see why it is so complicated, I want a nice guy who will love me look after me and be there for me, she is the one who likes the danger, the pain, the mischief. I used to be such a ssweet girl, and now I'm cursed.
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There are no others of my kind here, I have met one, he is a wolf, but not of my race.
*her chins wabbles slightly* If I give up that otherside, I give up the little girl my father loved, I stop being her, and I become a killer
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He contemplates his own change before speaking.
Yes, you become a killer and then you learn to be something else after. What do you think happened to me when Apollyon made himself know? I became a terrorist, a murderer and then I learned what he truly is and slowly we are both coming to terms with it.
I wish I could tell you an easier way but that little girl is not you anymore. there is someone else waiting to be and you need to find her. she will be you and your wolf together not resisting each other.
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I am sure you are strong enough to find another way, one that I could not see. You must come to terms with her. I can't say much else about your situation but that neither of you will be happy until you stop fighting.
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'I'm just a messed up little girl, have been for a very long time.'
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I think it is time to leave the messed up girl and find the beautiful, strong woman that I can see hiding.
he hugs her a little tighter.
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Tell me when you were a girl what did you want to be as a woman?
there is something very gentle about the way Snake is speaking to her. It is very differant then what she has seen in the past. Snake had silenced his other half, sent it to sleep for a time.
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I wanted a family...Normal stuff.
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There are many types of magic. Do you think it is mundane to be able to transform into a wolf?
It was a serious question and it was obvious from the tone of his voice that he intended it to be serious. Snake chuckles.
I can't teach you to sing that I think is a skill you need a professional for but I could teach you to play the guitar if you want. He whispers. Or even that Hellacious flute my granmother made me learn to play.
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'I can play the guitar, Piano, cello, and I can sing, but everything went to shit when I became a wolf.'
She shook her head, 'no everything went to shit when my father was murdered.'
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Why do you kill? Is it necessary to kill to survive?
Then why are you not out playing? There are places in this city that cater to the non-human, for lack of better words. I am sure that you would be welcome to play or sing there.
He pulls her closer.
My parents were murdered too.
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